still can't believe you're gone. I'm so lonely without you. It's impossible to know what to do without you here - you were always the one who made all the decisions for us both.
I keep thinking about you, and about the accident. My memory is so blurry already - but I have such a  horrible feeling that it might all have been my fault.
I can't help wondering what I'd say to you, if I could see you again...
Love from your best friend always,